A long journey

Some might think the journey took me a few months, others know it was more like a year. But if you really knew me, you'd know it's been twenty years.

I've been a little hesitant to share the story but in the end, the best decision is to share. There's no reason to be ashamed of plastic surgery. Deal with what you've been dealt? But what if you can change it?? Be happier?? Live life easier??

Some people might think I was blessed but I always looked at it as a curse. You go into a store and you're buying clothes in two different sizes, one for the bottom and one for the top. I always have to show off my top because if I just bought large shirts, I actually look fat. I can't even THINK about long necklaces because they don't lay flat and knock against my stomach when I walk.

And then there's what people see vs. reality. Reality was in fact not so fun. Having kids never actually changed me because I've been living with what I'd call "sand-filled tube socks" since I was twelve.

About four years ago I told Nathan that it's inevitable I will rectify this situation after kids. He supported it. Over the last two years, I've postponed the inevitable due to moving, work, houses, etc.

Then last April I got the shoulder impingement that sidelined me for about 4 months. During which time, the doctor and physical therapists all mentioned that poor posture was a likely contribution. Poor posture could definately have been partially caused by my "gift."

So I spoke to the doctor about my lifelong dream... small. They told me how to start the process and I did that in July. By December, the approval from insurance came. However, it was at the end of the year and right on top of DisneyWorld, the move, and Christmas. So I postponed and I also wanted to be in better shape.

I got into better shape, scheduled the surgery and here we are. Ten days into recovery and I love them. They aren't a B but they aren't tube socks either. I put on a size L shirt the other day and everything was proportional.

Posture is more upright. I'm aware of the easier ability to square my shoulders. Clothes look better. I'm back to most of my old routine except working out. But I can go for walks. So we'll see where this journey leads now. I'm hoping my swimsuit fits better this year. I'm hoping to shave another minute off my 5k. I'm hoping to try my first halter top.

And so I bid you all a good weekend. Once the swelling is down after 3 full months, I'll try to find some good before and after picts. And finally, a huge thanks for all those that helped us out. From visits to housecleaning, we really appreciated all those that reached out.