Melt my heart...

Last night Ethan finished eating but he's stopped falling asleep at the breast. He burped and then just laid there. We spent 20 minutes together so he could just gaze at me. TWENTY minutes of my baby intensely gazing at my face, memorizing the most important person in his life. I cried as I looked at him. At one point, I actually thought I saw him think, "what's wrong with her?" A look of concern. And then he just drifted off to sleep, in my arms....

I want to exist in that moment any time life is in a valley.